being still

there are times that i want to keep still just to think or to regain my composure but i now, i just want to stay busy as ever.

have been very busy since the start of the year because of this very important activity and i'm thankful that it has been doing good. what i'm trying to avoid now is to be still again and feel the withdrawal of all those busyness.

frankly, i don't want to stay still because i don't want to feel this certain negative feeling of loneliness.... maybe it's not loneliness... maybe there's another word of that exact thing i feel when i'm not busy.

heck! i'll just think of it when i'm done with what i'm doing now.